Damn alcohol

Yesterday
I attended my cousin's wedding
I wore a suit that I bought originally for the graduation day(but apparently I did not go)
It was a black formal suit with vertical stripes all over and an ordinary black jeans
And most important of all, my sister wore a skirt for her very 1st time(not to mention her school uniform)! I thought I could see a meteor rain after that.

Except for its superb decoration and the delicious feast, all I knew about the wedding were the "yam seng"(a tradition that Chinese would normally take up their drinks and started to yell yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam seng before they drank it)
Throughout the wedding, there were "yam seng" there and here, which included my table, of course.
I saw my dad and my brother picked up their glass of wine, after the long yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam seng, they both drank all of it.
After they drank the wine, their face turned red faster than any traffic lights in the world.
Even funnier was that my cousin(to be exact, he's my mother's sister's son) picked up his daughter's milk bottle instead of his glass of wine when "yam seng".

The worst were both my dad and brother were drunk after loads of wine they drank.
My dad even vomited everything out(I could see a complete prawn he ate!!) when we reach home and my mum and I were the ones who did the cleaning(T.T).
Both my dad and brother lied soundly on the sofa as they were emitting smelly alcohol smell at the same time.

I would never drink alcohol!

Useless

Uselessness
Overwhelms my whole body
As everything that is done
Results failure
Matter as easy as twitching a finger
Can't end in completion
How useless...

Loneliness
Haunts my mind
As to avoid the crowd
Expectation to be outstanding
Results to stand alone out of the happiness
Greedy to show off
Ends painfully
How lonely

Uselessness and loneliness
Hurries the tears in my eyes
But
I seem to be too pathetic
To cry
After all

For your birthday

To: Wen Ching(if I'm not mistaken XD) who is going to be old once more on this Friday, haha!

Let see, originally I want to write a poem for you, but my brain is getting empty recently, somehow no idea at all. However I shall analyse your horoscope for next month, November.

Horoscope:

So I assume you are Scorpio right? Poisonous... XD. I found one, but it's quite a long statement, I will summarise it for you.

Love & relationship: Success in love boosts, presumable to embrace love.
Means you have to find a boyfriend soon! Good luck ya! XD

Money & career: Favorable period to show your talent, but show more flexibility and avoid obsessions and fixed idea.
Simply put, be brave to show others what you can do, but at the same time be careful.

Physical & mental fitness: Cheerful and optimistic mood, good physical shape. But at the same time you maybe out of control.
Conclusion, do not play until forget yourself!

Astrologer’s advice: Try not to cause any animosities, stay away from gossip and intrigues!
Tell you to talk less, then less problem you will have. Don't try to cause problem as well.

That's all. Lastly, happy birthday, this is my way of wishing. Nice le.... haha!

坚强

坚强
只是另外一个
敷衍的词汇
一个
欺骗的词汇

什么时候需要坚强？
失败
寂寞
单独
生病
还有很多负面的情况

为什么敷衍？
失败了就是失败了
说什么“胜者不傲，败者不馁”
其实只是要显示
胜者的威风
败者的无能

为什么欺骗？
当自己一个人孤独的时候
心里想：“我比较喜欢自己一个人……”
其实只是不要别人知道
我们的懦弱
我们的胆怯

人心是肉做的
要100%坚强
说“有”
只是骗你的话

该开心时就开心
该悲伤时就悲伤
该生气时就生气
该坚强时就坚强

收着那么多的感情
对自己无益又伤神
不如就坦白的面对自己
脱下面具做人吧！

照片

照片
是回忆的证据
看回照片
就会记得
谁借你钱没还！XD

照片
是岁月的痕迹
看回照片
就会看到
年龄的差别（我老了，呜呜……）

看到朋友的部落格
好多照片
照片里
一张一张的脸孔
show出不同的表情
喜怒哀乐
全记录在内

有点羡慕
照片里有他们
有点后悔
照片里没有我
却矛盾地说
幸好没在照片里

不是不要拍
只是讨厌我自己
不是怀疑神给的脸孔
只是总觉得
自己不属于照片的世界

可是无所谓
你们是否记得我
我不介意
Even our brain's forgotten
but our heart will remember