Damn alcohol

Yesterday
I attended my cousin's wedding
I wore a suit that I bought originally for the graduation day(but apparently I did not go)
It was a black formal suit with vertical stripes all over and an ordinary black jeans
And most important of all, my sister wore a skirt for her very 1st time(not to mention her school uniform)! I thought I could see a meteor rain after that.

Except for its superb decoration and the delicious feast, all I knew about the wedding were the "yam seng"(a tradition that Chinese would normally take up their drinks and started to yell yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam seng before they drank it)
Throughout the wedding, there were "yam seng" there and here, which included my table, of course.
I saw my dad and my brother picked up their glass of wine, after the long yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam seng, they both drank all of it.
After they drank the wine, their face turned red faster than any traffic lights in the world.
Even funnier was that my cousin(to be exact, he's my mother's sister's son) picked up his daughter's milk bottle instead of his glass of wine when "yam seng".

The worst were both my dad and brother were drunk after loads of wine they drank.
My dad even vomited everything out(I could see a complete prawn he ate!!) when we reach home and my mum and I were the ones who did the cleaning(T.T).
Both my dad and brother lied soundly on the sofa as they were emitting smelly alcohol smell at the same time.

I would never drink alcohol!

Useless

Uselessness
Overwhelms my whole body
As everything that is done
Results failure
Matter as easy as twitching a finger
Can't end in completion
How useless...

Loneliness
Haunts my mind
As to avoid the crowd
Expectation to be outstanding
Results to stand alone out of the happiness
Greedy to show off
Ends painfully
How lonely

Uselessness and loneliness
Hurries the tears in my eyes
But
I seem to be too pathetic
To cry
After all