Aimlessly...

"Wondering sadly..."

Today I just had my Japanese Beginner 2 test
And I got through without problem
However I wondered...

Since I stop study, I tell my friends that I'm studying Japanese
Then my friends ask,
"What for studying Japanese?"
Then I reply with a brief moment of silence

A moment there
I am like a lost man
Standing in the middle of a grass field
So big, so wide, so spacious
Until the edge of the world

Filled with worry
Along with some sadness
Worry that where am I
Sad for unable to step forward

Watching those advancing to their destination
While I'm...
Just watching them motionlessly...